Thursday, January 24, 2008

::Recent Happenings::

It's the third week of school.. and i'm PERPETUALLY late for class and work! Just yesterday, I had class at 8.30am, but woke up at 7.20am! (due to FYP project which i did til 5am in the morning..) So i rushed out half-expecting my dad to send me to school, when he said he'll drop me off at BEDOK MRT to take a cab! I was quite annoyed that he didn't wan send me to school, but at least he gave me $20 bucks to take cab.. so I hopped onto the cab on the LOOOONNNNGG ride to NTU aka faraway land... and guess how much the cab fare was?

$36!!!! i was quite shocked cos i only had $37 in my wallet so phew at least i had enuff money.. The ERP was like $2.50, plus peak surcharge of 35% (ard $8++).. it was quite crazy.. But it was a good experience cos in my 3 years at NTU i've not taken a cab to school, usually if i'm late i'll just skip the whole day or go late altogether.. guess i was feeling guilty about not keeping up with my studies and all that's why..

It's the same at work.. I'm supposed to reach office at 8.30am but always wake up at 7.50am, take my time, and reach work at 9am.. It's like my body is programmed already to wake up at that time... partly cos no one scolds me when i'm late that's why.. but I really should start being on time in case my manager decides to scold me one day!

Onto other things.. School has been hectic what with my FYP (Final year project) and with my Spanish classes~!! I love going for Spanish even though i'm quite lost most of the time.. It's just fun when the whole class recites spanish together after the teacher.. our teacher is Spanish, her name is Arancha Something Fernandez and she's 5and a half months pregnant, married to an Indian.. Her kids must be so cute.. I still can't curl my tongue to pronounce the "Rrrrr" sound that Spanish pple can do though.. I think my tongue is a bit long and I can't really work it so..

Work... think my manager is kinda pissed at me, for missing the meetings and phone conferences that she's arranged this week.. and I made the computer hang again today.. ;(

I've been feeling rather foolish for the past few weeks, and it's kinda been like a roller-coaster ride, and after sometime u just get numbed by it.. but just another question to ask..

Would you rather Love someone or be Loved by someone?



I've always thought I'd rather be loved, but i've realised that I still wanna be loved by someone who I think I can be in love with, and not just someone who loves me but I don't feel anything for.. but the problem is whether you may end up liking that person u dun like someday.. why must life be so complicated?

Anyhow i think i'm too trusting and still quite naive at this point.. must learn how to be more Wary of others.. Life is not the bed of roses I had hoped it to be~

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